besause i'm a girl-kiss

Lyrics Lirik Lagu Kiss - Because I'm a Girl

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
Wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
Ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
Gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
Nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
Noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
Nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
Sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
Naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
Guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
Nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
Ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
Nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
Yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo

Hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
Irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika


English Version

I just cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

I heard that if you give up things too easily
To a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration]
Hey babe
The pain
It's not enough to describe how i feel
We were so happy together
But I know now
I've been blind
You told me that you'd never let me down
Whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
Even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you
Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
And her caring instinct
U didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you i'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Although i will curse you i'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[the guy said]
There is a girl whom I love. Now I can`t stay with her, but I still love her.

nk balik..

oh mummy..
i wanna go back..
nk blk..
lmbtnyer 2hb nie
adoi..

nk g antor kak jgk..
dh survey ticket flight..
airasia murah lg drpd mas
121 vs 3o0 sumthing..
hurm..
mst lar 121 kan?
2way 2..
hu3...
mnx2 lar lembut ati ma kac ak p antor kak..

g jauh 2..
nnt taun dpn br jmpa blk..
2 pown ms 2 ak dh msk u..
tp xper lar..
dier dh blk permanent..
nk g convo ny pom dh xley..
smda ak praktikal time 2
or ak dh msk blaja..

sem pntg kowt..
final year project
n nk memenuhi jam kredit ntk lulus bergraduate
sbb ak xamik sbrg elektif lg bt ms nie
sem lps2..
hurm..
agak tough time 2..

FYP pom xtau nk wat per lg..
xnmpk jln lg bidang ak nie
xper lar..
nnt stat praktikal
cket sbnyk akn nmpk gak kowt cket.
y pasti bt ms nie nk wat under statistik..
under dr.safiih
tp hotspot 2 dr. 2..
xtau dpt x..
mnx2 dpt..
xpown dr.sabri..

klu result sem nie agak gempak
n result C++ memberangsangkn
wat ngn dr.gobi..
agak exciting bnda 2 ntk diterokai
blh wat duit y petim
mn tau ader rezeki
nama ak lam list top rich women in malaysia
ha..
sp ckp pompuan xley bjaya??
hua3..
cket pnyer brangan ak nie
tp xslh berangan
mn lar tau jd kenyataan..
hakakakakakakaka..

blh lar taja diri sendiri pasni nk p smbg or jelajah 1dunia skali pom
akakakakkakaka..

praktikal plak ma suh amik kat KB..
ok ah 2
xper ah..
makan tanggung
transport pom ader..
rumah pom dh ader..
free lg..
akakakakakka..
duit xkuar kowt..
y petim
duk umh
dkt ngn ma n abah
hahahahahha

ma nk suh ak wat kat KB sbb dh xder ank lain dh..
akakakakkaka
anak bongsu katakan
hi3..
kak duk jauh..
abg2 pom duk jauh..
possibility ntk duk umh ak jer lar..
ho3..
dh lar blaja pom dkt jer..
tganu jer..
blh lar 2..
duk umh..
bes2..
kos sara idup pom rndh jer..

tp kan..
ajat dihati nk msk sime darby
tp asernyer ssh..
n kna p kl
jauh drpd biyien n bemin
umh diorg jauh drpd tmpt sime darby 2
beyien ckp sime darby duk kat tgh2 KL
yer ar..
time nk p MARA nk urus sal kak ai2 pom ader nmpk..
mmg tgh2 KL ah 2..
cbuk uu..
hu3..

hurm..
paper pom
asalkan ader tmpt ak nk praktikal
n dpt timba pengalaman..hu3..

walau aper pom..
sem nie sem killer..
sume subjek killer..
gila ah..

xper dayah..
ko blh buat..
fightim..
blh2..
chaiyok2..

1hb sept 2010 - test2 linear programming
- taklimat LI(ntk praktikal nie lar..)

2hb sept 2010 - antor yana n lin kat airport then amik bebudak nie kat asrama pas2 balik..
wah..
saat y ditunggu2..kik3..

btol ker???

aper y ak tau psl diri ak
y ak nmpk..

ak nk marah mmg ssh
tp kengkdg snang gak..
time2 ah..

tp y pasti
ak xmudah nk benci org
tp skali ak benci
mmg btol2 benci ah
mmg xley trima lgsg lam idup ak..
hua3..
so sesapa y nk suh ak benci dier 2
pikir leklok..
kah3..
mcm petim sgt ak nie..
hakakakakaka..
tp ak xderk lar kejam kam
wlpn dier menyakitkn ati skali pown
klu dh nama kwn 2
ak xley nk benci gak
sbb bond sbg kwn 2 still ader
klu blh nk elak lar benci org 2
Nabi pown xsuka..
tp ak bkn Nabi..
ader prasaan
ader ego
tau sakit ati..
hua3..

ntk org2 y ak dh benci 2..
sori lar yerk??
dh ampa y buat smpi ak benci ampa
ak mintak maap bebnyk yerk??hui3..
buat ms nie ak xley trima lar lam idup ak
tp mn lar tau ader miracle happen
ak jd suka kat ampa ker..
ha3....
mcm rmi jer y ak benci..
akakakaakakka..

tp ak jgk sng maafkn org
its nothing 2 me..
tp maafkn org pom ader batas..
ak maafkan org
tp ak akn ingt smpi bebiler aper y dier buat kat ak..
mmg segar diingatan ah org kater..
hi3..

klu ngn org y ak syg like family ak..
ma,abah ah especially..
abg2 ak xksah sgt sbb mmg diorg gler2..
sesuka hati nk kutuk..
so xmsk lam ati..hu3
klu ngn ma abah,sensitip cket
everything diorg ckp ak akn take 2 heart..
tgk bnda ah..
tgk subject..ho3..

n mula lar nk berkurung lam bilik
duk dpn tv wat xtau aper y happen lam umh 2
xpown naik katil,tdo..
lg bes..hu3..
or msk lam tandas bilik..
ader lar 2 aktiviti ak lam 2..kuang3..
tmpt y plg slamat nk wat sume 2..
tmpt perseorgn..
hu3..
pendek kata
wat hal ak sdiri ah..
tp kejap jer kowt..
dh ok
dh aser cam tenang cket
kecoh blk umh 2..

ak xtau ak dikategorikn sbg bdk pompuan y sensitip or not
ak aser xder lar sensitip sgt..
besa2 jer..
besa lar ak pown ader ati y nk diterasa..hu3

klu dh terasa 2 senyap jer lar yerk??
wat cam besa sudeh..hua3..
n klu dh wat org trasa 2 pown snyp jer..
nnt klu bnyk ckp
lg bnyk trasa kam..
lg parah..

terminated

1 thing i wanna do..
after this
sedey ker kecewa ker
aper2 y berkaitan ngn perasaan nie
perasaan y nonsense,y bikin mluat
mayb i wouldnt publish it..
cukup ah ntk tatapan ms hdpn in my other blog..

dh ah..
cukup stakat nie..
bnyk sedey dr hepi kowt..
so
better not publish it..
xnk org ckp mcari publicity murahan
mcari kasihan

some sort like dh borim dh ngn mslh nie..
biar lar jd camner pown..
xmau ksah dh
xley dslmtkn lg dh..
everything dh jd hopeless bcoz of d stupid n nonsense thing..
hope can get back 2 d past
2 fix all mistakes i've done
but surely cant..

so
4 this blog
jz hepi kowt y akn dikongsi ngn kengkwn..
ntk tatapan tieah,ika..
n my beloved sis y berada jauh d prantauan
y ingin mengetahui perkembangan adikny
hows my life goin' on in campus n home..

ntk org y pnh n trasa diri dilukai
sori 4 crossing in ure mind n life
dun expect things gonna b like this
wishing u best of luck
may Allah bless u always..
i'll step out of ure life..
tq 4 everythg..

1 word from him..

1 word from him..
dunno how i feel
but s i knw
im deeply hurt by it
n sumthing will appear from my eyes..

how could this suppose 2 b?
mayb dont hv 2 mess up wit his life anymore..
im tryg 2 make him s a fren
but couldnt make it..

more n more n more n more n more n more
hurt i get..

one in a million-bosson

teringat masa zaman2 muder dolu2..
zaman matriks..
Kolej MARA Kulim..
my sweetest memory ever..
after SMKKK2..hi3..

fizah,piqah,tieah..miss u much..
ika,teha,eida,qisya,tieah..
bl lar plak kiter nk kumpul n jumpa n wat havoc kat tmpt 2 erk??
miss u much dear...hu3..

bkk mewah sahur cikai..

smlm cket pnyer mewah bkk pose..
kfc
sbb tension xley jwb DE kam

pas2 pg nie.
sahur
ak mkn roti jer..
4keping..
cukup ah 2..
minum susu cket
hurm..
jadik lar 2..
hu3..

y lain sume mkn maggi
maggi n student bagai isi ngn kuku..
kah3..

xper2..
nnt blk umah blh mkn sdp2
free lagi..
hua3..

n ptg nie bkk pose ngn ank2 yatim
mnx2 lar diorg sume ensem n comey..
blh ak usha2 bdk2 2..kah3..

LiNeaR ProgRammiNg

smlmn xtdo ntk cyapkan linear programming pnyer note
lps blk jer klas public n metim KAI
trus ktorg sumbat tlinga ngn lagu..
dr mp4,laptop,radio,nset..sgala bagai lar
jnji xtdo demi cyapkan LP..

tdo kejap2 pom kire nikmat dh 2..
hua3..
almaklum lar..
kna antor sblm kul8..
huh..

bgn jer sahur
pintu kayu dpn dibuka sbsr2 alam..
xbg panas..
menikmati udara dinihari..

skang nie ak xngntk
tp kna paksa gak ntk tdo..

br jer td p antor..
cket pnyer pecut bwk kete sbb nk tdo pnyer psl..
smpi kat FST
tgk kete prof dh ader..
adoi camner nie?
dh lwt ker?
nota ktorg xdtrima ker?
klu xtrima mmg nangis dpn bilik dier lo2 2 jgk lar..
haiyoo..

2nggu lar..
nk wat decision
nk ketuk n msk lam bilik dier ker n
nk ltk jer kat luar?
hurm..
pas2 tertgk carrymark ntk test1..
alhamdulillah..
cukup2 mkn n tinggi cket jer drpd geng ak y lain..
ho3..
alhamdulillah..

pas2 duk kalut2 nk ker xnk
pijo mai..
sorg diri..
dier ketuk pintu n ktorg tumpang ah buku skali..
ha3..
bl ketuk prof ckp ltk kat luar..
wat penat jer ak 2nggu

free2 jer pijo nmpk ktorg lam keadaan xtdo n xmnd y pntg skali..
akakkakakaka..

dh bnyk kali dh xtdo camni..
xper lar..
gni kowt kehidupn stdnt..

sacrifice sumthing 2 earn sumthing..
FiGHTING!!!

lam duk bngom2 nie..
ader ak pkir..
i should leave him alone..
may im disturbing him kowt..ho3.
xper lar..
cau..

aja2 fighting...

alhamdulillah ak dilahirkan lam nikmat iman dan Islam

ak ader tgk lam blog kwn..
lagu y housemate ak minat n dimainkn mmg frequent lar lam hot fm
alejandro-lady gaga

most important thing
lady gaga 2 geng illuminati n freemason
mmg giler ah..
dh lar union 2
by hook or by crook nk pesongkn akidah umat Islam

dier dh perkenalkn 5s ntk umat Islam
n y xbrapa nk teguh agama 2 terikut lar..
5s-smoke,sing,sex n 2 lg ak xbrapa nk ingt..
2 sume menyebabkan masalah sosial lam kalangn umat Islam especially cz it against our religion

pas2 most important thing is
akak housemate ak ckp
dier pnyer cousin is Islam tp free thinker..
aper 2?
diorg dh xpercaya adany Tuhan..
aper maksud sume 2??

stahu ak
n aper y ak blajar
bl dh xpercaya pd kewujudan Tuhan
which is most important part in our rukun iman..
first n foremost..
y core pnyer..
klu dh xpercaya adanya Tuhan
mn nk percaya y lain2 2?
malaikat,rasul,kitab,hari kiamat,qada' dan qadar..
mayb kitab 2 blh percaya sbb al-Quran ader dpn mata
tp malaikat,rasul,hari kiamat n qada' dan qadar 2 camner??
rasul,baginda dh wafat n xkn kembali ke akhir zaman nie..
sumer y lain 2 ghaib
camner diorg nk percaya klu dh Allah dier xpercaya..
lam i/c Islam
tp hakikat sebenar kehidupan is free thinker..

bila dgr aper y akak 2 ckp
firstly
ak syukur sgt2
dilahirkan lam kuarga Islam
y mmg Islam lar..
datuk ak pown mmg kuat agama
n insyaallah akn turun pd anak cucu cicitnya n sluruh keturunannya

n ak jgk syukur
sbb kuarga ak mmg mempraktikkan agama lam kehidupan
n ak pown
alhamdulillah n insyaallah lam usaha memperdalamkan agama ak..
ngn ilmu,iman n amal..
supaya lebih kukuh agamaku
imanku
supaya kehidupanku diberkati..

tp ak jgk manusia biasa
xlekang dr mlakukan kesilapan
n hopefully xsmpi menjejaskan imanku
n mencalar agamaku

ya Allah
sebagaimana Engkau hidupkanku lam nikmat iman dan Islam
maka matikanlah ak lam nikmat iman dan Islam y lebih mantap..
amin..

hari ini dalam sejarah

sumthing i wanna share..
sumthing y ak xpnh buat slama ini..
jz asas keusahawann sem lps 2 jer y ak bt cam2..
tp mmg dpt punishment on d spot ah..
kuang3..

ms asas keusahawann ai2
mmg niat ak xmau p..
sbb outim 1
n mmg xmau p lar..
hua3..

tp bl tpn kat kwn ak
dier ckp ader quiz
pas2 tpn geng ak
ajak p klas..
ms 2 smpt lg..
mmg xlwt lg..
tp geng ak ckp
dh lmbt lar..
xdan nyer..
nk kumpul lg
nk jln kat jln bewak lagi
pas2 + ngn y lmbt cyap 2..
y lenggang 2
xdan nyer..
hui3..

ak nk p
tp ms 2 mlm
bahaya klu jln kat jln bewak 2 sensorg
dh lar xderk lmpu
malap2 jer jln kat sn..

pas2 take decision..
xmau p..

ak mmg dh pasrah ah ms 2..
krg carrymark dh
pasrah ah
mmg pasrah gler ah

skali ader y ckp
mai wei mai
ader quiz nie
sume mai nie.
sumthing sir faizul akn buat klu detect kt xp klas dier..

skali..
ngn xmnd nyer..
muka berminyak nyer
p lar lari kut jln bewak 2
6 org lari..
bergegar kowt jln bewak 2 sbb kami lari..
kuang3..
almaklum lar..
sume bsr2 sume..
kuang3..

sesampai jer
kna perli ngn coursemate..
kna perli lg ngn lecturer

almaklum lar
xpnh buat jahat kn
skali buat jahat
mmg kna cau2 pnyer..

berdebar kowt msk lmbt
tebal muka nie..
xtau nk ltk kat ner..

dh lar dicop geng dekan..
mai plak lmbt..
haiyo..
mcm2..
ingtkn 2 1st n last..

tup tup..
duk umh sewa nie
jadi blk..

ainie ah..
allamak..

klas spttnya kul7 stat
linear programming
ak dh sedar ntk sahur sblm 2..
pas2 duk lar atas tilam y xbrapa nk empuk nie
tp blh menyebabkn ak ketidurn

mmg sume ah tdo..
sblm 2 duk main2 ngn sleepmate kat sblh..
yana..
duk mngiaw lar
mengaum lar..
besa lar.
ak harimau jadian digelarny
sbb toto y ak gn ntk slimut 2 kain dier corak rimau bintang
pas2 mula lar kuar mcm2 idea bdk 2..

lps lm cket
sume snyp..

pas2 kbetulan ak dh minum kopi
ms sahur
pas2 msg plak ngn kwn kan..
jd mcm xley tdo sgt lar..

kul6.30
ak bangkit nk p mnd
mmg lmbt ah
mmg malas ah..

tp sbb klas pnyer pasal kan
kemalasan pown ak sggp redah..
hua3..
bajet baik lar nie..
kik3..

lps jer ak mnd
ak kejut kengkwn y lain
ps2 tgk aishah
ai cket pnyer nyenyak bdk nie tdo
cam xmau p klas jer..
dier bdk baik uuu..
geng baik ak tuuu..
kuang3..

ak xbajet lar dier xmau p klas..
ak kejut yana
wei bgn wei..
dh lwt nk g klas prof nie
dh lar ko xmnd lg..

dier pown jwb lar..
ak xmau p lar
klu dh ngntk
p klas prof pown xley wat per
tmbh ngntk jer msk klas prof

pas2 ak tnya iza n aishah..
diorg pown ckp xmau p gak..

allamak..
pas2 ak mnd awl2 nie nk wat per??
xkn ak nk p gak kowt..
nnt ak ngntk lam klas dier
pas2 tersengguk sorg2
malu ooo...

lgpn sume dh tau y ktorg duk srumah
sorg lwt sume lwt ah
sorg xp sume xp ah..
hua3..

pas2 conclusion is
ak xp klas prof kul7 2..
hua3..

pas2 duk landing kat port ak
nk stdy xley bkk lmpu
sbb kat lam bilik 2
akak rumet ak duk tdo n 2tup lampu
xkn nk bkk kowt
cam xbertimbangrasa plak org lain nk tdo
klu nk stdy kat luar
nnt kna sound kat bebdk nie

pas2 ak landing lar kat port ak..
ok lar..
alang2 ak pown ngntk gak
aper kata ak tdo sat
pas2 agak2 dh cerah
n xyah bkk lampu klu nk stdy
n jz bll langsir jer..
ak bgn ah..
klas ader lg kul10 nie

skali tetiber
tersedar kul10
aser cam
awat ak rs cam lm sgt ak tdo nie??
pas2 tgk jam nset
kul10..
allamak..

bkn ker klas DE kul10 ker??
aiyoook..

ak kejut yana
wei bgn wei..
dh kul10
DE kul10 wei..

pas2 ktorg sempat lg berdiskusi
wei
dh lar ai jumaat nie test dier
mst dier bg hint chapter brapa msk
kna pegi nie wei
kna pegi..

lin pown msk skali ng discussion ktorg 2..
mmg kna p wei..
dr.ilyani bahaya cket
dier ckp surat amaran kuar bl 4jam kt xp klas dier
kna p nie
dh lar
attendance y lps2 ak(lin) ader y xtnda
kna p wei..
kt xtau status kt lagi..
aiyakk

ak dh blurr dh..
xpnah msk lwt..
malu wei..

pas2 took decision
kt p..

kejut ah nie aishah
cket pnyer nyenyak bdk nie tdo
ddier tdo kul brp smlm?
ms ak tdo kul2 smlm
dier xtdo lg
tnya2 dier tdo kul3..
ok..
ptt lar..

ngn xmnd pg nyer
pegi lar klas DE..
ak dh mandi lar..
dorg y xmnd lg
kuang3..
kantoi..

pas2 pecut ah kete p campus
3min ktorg smpi kat campus
parking plak ikut kosong
blh ker x lain kira
asl blh park jer

pas2 kete plak wat hal..
xterkunci plak bl tekan remote dier 2..
pas2 bunyik plak bnyk kali..
aiyoo..
pas2 buat ikut sdp smpi dier xbnyi..
aiyoo..

nk msk klas 2
pintu plak kunci..
kna ketukk..
nsb baik yana jenis y xtau malu sgt..
kuang3..

pas2 ader y bukak
alhamdulillah..
pas2 msk2..
mnyorok ah sbb xmau lecturer nmpk
bajet lecturer xnmpk ah 2..
kuang3..

ngn xderk tmpt sgt kat blkg 2
duk lar lar kat mn2..
si yana plak sggp duk tepi laki..
kuang3..
brani mati ah time 2..
kuang3..

pas2 duduk2 jer
ader kete bunyik kat luar 2
aishah ckp
kete kiter ker?
diorg dh agak dh kete kt..

pas2 pijo kuar n p tgk..
pas2 suh iza p sbb ak ssh nk kuar

pijo msk blk then dier ckp
kete dayah..
hua3..

tension wei..
dh lar terketar kaki nie msk lewat
pas2 keter plak bunyi..
ya Allah skt ati sgt..

pas2 ader lar plak y lg lwt drpd ak 2..
hua3..
alhamdulillah bkn geng y plg lwt kowt..
hui3..

dgr lecture lar kiter..
hui3..

sdr2..
dr.ilyani ckp
ok.stakat nie jer lar klas kt aini..

adoyai..awl lar plak..
ak tgk Pian kat dpn 2
y br smpi 2
on d spot ketuk kpala..
ha3..

sm lar kt..

si zahar 2 asyik duk sengih jer tgk ktorg
1st time mai lwt kowt..
hui3..

bl jer dr. ckp ok dh abes..
sumer ckp
jom2..
cpt kuar
xnk kantoi..

dh lar afiq 2 mulut kepoh..
skali dier tau ak duk blakang
sah2 mai lmbt
sbb slalunya ak duk dpn
dpn laki
xbes duk blkg
bnyk kpala y kna tgk
time mls jer ak duk blakang
meng'usha' sp y ngntk
kuang3..
sbb diri ngntk gak sbnrnya
tp back up ckp nk wat research
hua3..

dh lar skang nie si afiq n syafiq
afiq lar y kuat skali
cop ktorg geng buku tebal
haiyo..
mcm2 title ktorg dpt..
aiyo..

tp blh dikatakn rpt gak lar ktorg..
kengkwn kan..
hua3..

adoi..
nie lar ari y plg2 lawak ah
nervous
malu
sume lar ader
kuang3..

baju kurung y ak iron pg td lps sahur
xpki ah..
pki tshirt jer
kuang3..

ketenangan menjalar dlm diri

hakikat bahagia..

ak aser cam agak tenang lar..
hui3..

xtau naper..
mungkin sbb ader lar..
xtau sbnarnya..
hi3..

Allah pon ader berfirman
'ketahuilah dgn mengingati Allah jiwa kan menjadi tnang'

kebahagiaan itu satu kesyukuran
bila kau y jd insan pilihn..
hu3..
amin..

tnang lar..
y pasti tnang lar..
alhamdulillah..

ainie
xderk paper istimewa
cuma berbuka 2 ala kadar jer lar
sbb xderk lauk y dibeli..

so ats sbb 2
yana,iza,n lin
cam kecyan jer kat ak n aishah
so diorg goreng sosej n sayur msk kicap jer
2 pom ok lar.
drpd xderk kan?
hui3..
nyway..
syg korg..hu3..

ak bli kuih jer lar ms p blakang UMT..
hu3..

ha..
jumpa ngn birthday girl..
nurul..
ader ker patut dier ckp mkn kurus..
adoi..
clap pndg lar 2..
makin gemuk kowt..
hua3..

sbb ak ltk 2dung kat bwh kowt
n xbelit 2dung..
sbb mls
n ngntk td.
lg simple..
hu3..
like d simple 1 lar..
hu3..
sbb 2 kowt nmpk cam kurus cket..
hu3..

ok lah cam2
blh ah ak ltk kat bwh jer tudung pasnie..
hua3..

ak anak baik..akkakakakaka..

ssh lar klu dh jd anak baik nie..
toing3..
sumer y family ckp mesti msk kat ati..
adoi lar..
agak penat cam2..
hi3..

tp ak tau family ak tau everything bout me..
n mayb ak pom tau prangai ma..
n abah..

klu bab2 jodoh nie
asernyer
diorg let their children choose..
walau xsuka camner pown
dier akn stuju gak bl anak dier dh mmg nk kat psgn dier 2..
g2 lar gamaknya..

sbb..
dl ak suh ma cari
dier ckp
'cari sdiri lar demo..ma xreti nk cari ko demo..'
akakaakakkakaka..

ak mlawak jer pown..
tp ader lar cket2 berharap
sbb ms 2 ak xderk sp2 lg
n cam xpercayakn laki kam..

tp ader lar shari 2..
ader lar mamat mn tah approach ak
xsangka kowt..
ingtkn gurau jer..
tp dh bnyk kali kan..
pas2 dier plak bkn jnis y playboy..
hurm..
ssh nk percaya..

tp
lps 2 cam ak nie pkir gak lar.
ptt ker??
xptt ker??

last2
ak aser cam dier y terbaik..
n menepati saranan mak ak..
ho3..
xsangka plak jadi camnie kam..


hurm..
nasib ak kowt
sbb ak jahat..
hahahahahhaha..

ma ckp 'syg org y syg kat kt..bkn kt syg dier lbh drpd dier syg kt'
so..
ak cari lar org cam2..
dh jmpa
jd camnie
ak pown xphm
aper y dorg nk sbnrnya?

tp y ak pelik 2
sume adik bradik ak jd cam2 gak
tp diorg stay gak
tp knaper tiba part ak
ak blh clash cam2 jer?

haih..
fenim2..

n ak pown nk suh dier jd baik gak
ikut ckp family
last2 ak y sakit..
teramat sgt kowt..
tp xper..
bkn salah dirimu..
kuang3..

ms ak ckp 'let u go'
dier jz ckp 'r u sure'
mn ak tau maksud sbnr dier..
ak ingt dier jz nk duga ak
ak pown bknnyer sure sgt..
sakit kowt dlm nie..
haiya..
sbb ader sumthing ak rs kn..

tp lagipun
time 2 ak xpikir pown ak akn skt
ak mmg xksah gler my felim
ak mmg org kata mmg baik ah time 2..
jz pkir dier n family
xpkir dh ak akn sakit ker haper ker kn
pkir dier jer lar..

tau y dier skt gak
but at least dier blh bahagia dgn family
pas2 ak dier tolak tepi lar..
n ak aser ak xley nk bahagiakn dier..
klu kes org y dh kawin 2
sggp bg keizinn ntk kawin lain ah
n
ceraikan ak..
2 diow..
cam 2 skali..

tp
xsangka plak ak xley thn sakit nie
sbb ia terlalu skt
hurm..

xtau lar..
ak aser cam xmau lps dier
tp ak kna pikir sal family dier gak
xkn lar dier nk jd durhaka kowt

n i took decision
ak undur diri
sbb dier knal family dier luh sblm ak
i'm jz nobody in his life kowt..
family pntg lg kowt..
wink3..

ak aser cam nk jd cam adik bradik ak y lain
cam kakak ak..
cam abg ak..
tp xtau naper..
aper sbb dier
ak jd xkuat
klu dh berdepan ngn family
both sides..

abg ak pown sm kowt situasi ngn ak
cm dier sm race.
tp dier kuat jer..
stay jer ngn makwe dier.

tp time part ak
ak jd xkuat
naper erk?
ak pom pelik

ak nie xlayak bahagia ker?
ker mmg tertulis ak dh xderk jodoh kat dunia?
ak akn mati ker lam ms terdekat nie?
ak ader penyakit silently ker?
ak pom xtau..
ak penah p check plak..
takut kowt..
n mls
sbb kna ckp ngn doc
klu ensem 2 xper gak..
ader lar kekuatan ntk ak g jmpa dier..
hakkakakakaka..

tah lar..
ak pom pelik..
jodoh xsmpi lg kowt..
akakakakaka..

gatai lar dayah..
degree pown xabis lg..
penat kowt nk abeskn degree nie..
sem3 nie pown dh lelah..
nk kejar d killer subject..

2 lar ko..
'bijak' sgt..
smpi dpt killer course in UMT..
kuang3..
nsb bdn..
hurm..

ha..
br ku ingt..
sumer bnda ak sm ngn kak
aliran pembelajaran lar..

aspect baik,zuhud,n y baik2 lar..
kak ak jer y mng..
ak slalu kalah lar..
kuang3..
tmsk pencapaian kowt..
toing3..

mmg malang ah sp dpt ko nie dayah..
kuang3..

xper lar..
ak 2nggu sp y msk minang jer lar..
toing3..
ader ker x xtau..
bkn pilihn mertua..
akkakakakaka..
dh rs kowt..
kuang3..

k ah..
dh gelap gulita dh nie..
keje pown ader agh xcyap..
nie lar bahana dh kuar dr rmh td kan..
hua3..

ha..
1 pertanyaan..
klu sesapa y terbaca y ak tulis nie kan..
blh x jwb satu soklan ak nie jer??
aper laki tgk pd pompuan??
sbb ak agak kepelikan..hakakakakaka..

hari nie..

oh yes..
C++ pnyer tajuk ntk assgnment y kna antor sblm blk raya dh ader..
nsb baik 1gp ngn akak senior y nk baiki result C++ dier..
ader lar gak dier gv suggestion..
then ktorg trus nmpk..

ok..
2nggu pelaksanaanny plak..
esk akak 2 ckp try tnya dr.gobi ntk approve tajuk ktorg..

tang public speaking
4 informative speech
ak xtau nk wat tajuk aper..

miss ckp tajuk y kt curious 2 knw
n interesting..
ak dh ader tajuk
tp xtau lar
sbb nie sensitip cket
takut ader menimbulkn kesensitipn sesapa
n ak gak malu kowt nk wat sume 2..
agak sensitip..

hurm..
so nk wat ker x?
klu xbt,ak nk amik tajuk aper lg erk?

politics xblh..
sumthing dat rare..
hurm..

ak tnya miss sal tajuk 2
n miss ckp ok jer..
mayb all of my classmates wanna knw bout dat
d implication of those thing..

hurm..
tah lar..
ak dh search
n found of info..
tapi xtau nk wat headline aper..

its sumthing important
dat all of our majority in class should knw bout this..

hurm..tgk lar luh..
tnya miss luh..

tuto vector calculus
cket lg xcyap..
insyaallah blh cyap kowt..
dr.zabidin blom upload tuto br lg kowt..
lin y ckp..
so ak blh smpt cyap kowt
sblm mggu dpn..
hu3..
jgn bertanguh..
msh bnyk lg keje y ditunggu ntk dcyapkn

linear programming 2 melambak kowt..
ngn nota y kna bc buku lain
mn smpt..
keje lain pown bnyk..
hua3..
tmbh ngn malas kan..huk3..
pekerjaan rumah pown melambak..
akakakakakakka..
test midterm 1hb kowt..
time org nk blk 2 lar nk wat test..
adoyai prof kesayangan nie..

Differential equation pown insyaallah blh cyap
mlm nie kowt
sbb esk dh kna antor..
hurm..

tp mlm nie plak
ader meeting tetiba..
KAI (kelab aspirasi Islam)..
haih..
spoil lar..
ak nk wat keje nie..
aiyak..

tp kn..
ak nk p ngn sp?
mlm 2..
ak nk drive sorg2?
agak jauh umh sewa ak n UMT..
dh lar jln gelap..
xpnah lg ak drive sensorg mlm2..
ms antor nurul 2 jer lar y 1st time..
2 pown kat klantan..
hui3..

xper dayah..
chaiyok2..
fighting..
ko blh buat..
xkn lar bemin,biyien,bapih,ma,abah
blh buat
xkn ko xblh buat kowt..
hu3..

kn ma dh ckp
ntra anak pompuan lam umh 2
n sumer pompuan lam umh 2 lar
tmasuk ma
ak y plg brani

xder paper lar..
independent ok..
ko kan independent..
chaiyok2..
dayah boleh nyer..
cayalah..

ko dh bsr panjang pown..
klu jd paper,
ko kan ader taekwando..
wlpn dh lm tinggl kn..
blh jer bantai
kn dh besa dl sepak menyepak bemin..
kuang3..

ko kan ganas..
kik3..
mmg ganas pown..
hua3..

okeh okeh..
boleh2..
jgn sshkn org..
hu3..

hurm..
2 psl kehidupn
psl hati dan perasaan 2..

ak rs
ak percaya pd jodoh lar..
klu ader jodoh ktorg ader lar..
klu x nk wat camner lg..
wlpn syg tang mn skalipun
klu dh xdak jodoh 2 xleh buat lgumana gak..

everything is
ak tawakkal pd Allah..
pd takdir..
ok?
hu2..
bajet suci uu..
toing3..

tp kan..
klu dier ckp..
'can u hold it??'
'can u b thea 4 me??'
'plz stand by me 4 dis moment?'
'plz dont let me go?'

mayb ak akn hold it kowt..
n mayb ak akn not let him go..
tp sblkny berlaku..
dier cam xkesah..
hu3..

ak pown..
nk wat camner lg..
let him go lar..
mayb he want it..
consider dier nk lar klu xkata paper..
hu3..

xper lar..
sume dh blaku..
pasrah..
kuang3..
tawakkal jer..
klu jodoh kt xkn kmana..
hui3..

albi nadak

Leek, ana milk leek
ta'ala arrab dommeni, makhtag
eleek, o rokhi feek
ya hob 'omr ana 'omri kollo hakhyesho leek

hawak howa el khaya,
wenta elly ana, ba'ashek hawa
kan albi monaah
agmal malak, yekoon ma'ah

yah albi nadak wetmannak teb enta wayaya
yah ba'd esneen shok wa khaneen alak eek hena ma'aya
yah dommeni leek, danta habibi hayaty leek
we ha'eesh 'omri 'ashan 'ineek
wa 'omri fadak

yah albi nadak wetmannak teb enta wayaya
yah ba'd esneen shok wa haneen alak eek hena ma'aya
yah dommeni leek, danta habibi hayaty leek
we ha'eesh 'omri 'ashana 'ineek
wa 'omri fadak

Eh, akhtag le eh
law konti ganby ma'aya daiman kolly eh
ya dana min zaman
makhtag le alb yehess beya o ahess beek

hawak howa el haya,
wenta elly ana, ba'ashek hawa
kan albi mona
agmal malak, yekoon ma'a

yah albi nadak wetmannak teb enta wayaya
yah bad esneen shok wa haneen alak eek hena ma'aya
yah dommeni leek, danta habibi hayaty leek
we ha'eesh 'omri 'ashan 'ineek
wa 'omri fadak

yah albi nadak wetmanak teb enta wayaya
yah ba'd esneen, ba'd elsneen alak eek hena ma'aya
yah dommeni leek, danta habibi hayaty leek
we ha'eesh 'omri 'ashan 'ineek
wa 'omri fadak

Translated into Bahasa Melayu

Albi Nadak by Fares

Hanya padamu...
Diri ini hanya milikmu
Datanglah dekat
Air mataku mengalir
Mengharapkan mu

Hanya padamu...
Dan jiwaku padamu
Wahai kasihku usia kita,usiaku
Seluruh hidupku untukmu

Cintamu adalah hayatku
Dirimu buat kita bercinta sebenar2 cinta
Hatiku disini, keindahanmu millikku
Jadi bersatu

Hatiku memanggil
Harapkan engkau sentiasa kekal
Hanya dirimu
Selepas bertahun lihatlah sayang
Kita berjumpa di sini dan bersama
Airmataku mengalir keranamu
Engkaulah kekasih, hidupku hanya untukmu
Seluruh hidupku, usiaku..
Kerna matamu, aku serahkan segalanya

Apa yang daku harapkan
Indahnya kau disisi bersamaku selamanya
Katakanlah kepadaku..
Diri ini..sekian lama mengharapkan
Hati ini, perasaan ini
Bersama hati dan perasaanmu


ps:lirik lagu y berkumandang di blogku..hi3..
sesapa y nk nyanyi silakan..
klu xphm,skali ngn translation dier pown ader..hu3..

slmt blajar bhsa arab tp bkn Arab baku..
ader slang cket2 gak..
e2lah y diberitahu oleh kenalanku..hu3..

i'm a loner

(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

# Repeat

Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)


I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.

bisakah??

Daku terasa ingin membawa
Cinta yang terlara ke titik mula
Kembali mencuba untuk kali kedua
Menggilapkan gerhana jiwa

Pernah ku terasa ingin merayu
Pada kasih dulu pulang padaku
Lupakan dosaku putihkan kelabu
Tenangkan amarahmu
Namun?

Bisakah yang terpadam dinyala
Bisakah yang terhina dicinta
Walau ku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Naluri meminta kuungkapkan kata
Seindah bahasa janjikan setia
Akan bersemilah cinta dihatinya
Percaya ku semula
Namun?

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah yang dusta dimaafi
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Bila senduku berlinang sayu
Dalam rinduku ku tertanya

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah hatiku difahami
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

taubat seorang hamba

Hati hiba mengenangkan dosa2 yg ku lakukan,
Oh Tuhan Maha Kuasa,
Terima taubat hamba berdosa...

Ku akui kelemahan diri,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x.....
Taubatku ini.....

Telah aku merasakan derita jiwa dan perasaan,
Kerana hilang dari jalan menuju redhaMu ya Tuhan.

Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x...
Taubatku ini...

Di hamparan ini ku meminta moga taubatku diterima...

Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x....
Taubatku ini...

Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x..
Taubatku ini...

sakit

sakit kn klu kiter terpaksa menyakiti org y kt syg?
wlpn its not what we want?

sakit kan klu dh start syg org lain?
cam lbh dr diri sdiri 2
tp terpaksa dilupakan

mungkin dier tau or mungkin dier xtau
mungkin dier menghargai or tak
mungkin dier dpt bls blk or tak
or mungkin kiter y akn mkn hati..

kn2?

hurm..

kn klu frm d start
kt xmulakan
kan xterluka cam nie?

kan best klu blh putar balik ms
n re-do d things dat we love most..
ho3..

but
its juz 'if'
cant make sense
2 come true

all we need 2 do is
jz go on wit our life now
n never do dat again

amik pengajaran lam setiap aper y kiter dh buat
baik or buruk
we never want 4 d bad thing
happen in our life

tp Allah bagi gak
mayb its s a lesson 2 us
Dier nk uji kt
stakat mn keimanan kita
pada Dier

adakah kiter salahkan nasib kt
adakah kiter slhkn Takdir?

percaya pada Qada' dan Qadar..
slh satu rukun iman y perlu dipatuhi oleh umt Islam
ntk memastikan keimanan kt still ader
n memantapkan akidah kiter
tanpa akidah
Islam kiter xsmpi kemana

so
anything happen
balik pd Qada' dan Qadar..
ketentuan baik or buruk

klu baik
syukur ngn nikmat y dbri
n jgn riak takabur
n mayb its ujian ntk tau stakat mn kiter ingat kat Dier
n mayb dier nk tgk sjauh mn kiter ingat kat Dier
smada dlm baik sj ker
lam buruk sj
br kiter ingt kat dier

klu buruk
syukur gak
sbb kiter org terpilih
ntk kembali ke jln benar
sblm tersesat lg jauh
ader ms lg nk taubat
n mayb its a khifarat dosa kiter y sblm2nya

its mean
Dier sygkn kiter..
hu3..

xsmstinya aper y kt
suka
syg
adalah y terbaik ntk kt

xbermakna aper y kt benci
xelok ntk kt..

there's a reason behind everything dat we face
what hv termaktub in Luh Mahfuz
ader lar 2 sumthing y Dier nak 2njuk 2..
hu3...

so
anything happen
balik pd Qada' dan Qadar
ketentuan Illahi

kiter hnya mampu merancang
Allah y menentukn
He knws better than us
wider than us

ilmu kiter secoet 2 pown dh nk takabur..
its our bad..
ho3..

untuk renungan bersama
pesanan buat ak gak
diri ini hnya insan y lmh
insan biasa
bnyk buat kesalahan
ingatan ntk diri sendiri gak

cari cinta Allah dan Rasul
4 sure cinta manusia ada bersama2nya
y lbh mantop..

betul ker ak buat??

end..
totally end..
he seems wanna me 2 totally vanish from his life..
n ak turutkn sumer 2..
dun wanna disturb u anymore..

1^st thing after I accept u is 2 try loving y s d way u r..

day by day we’re 2gether,

msgg each other,

make ourselves comfortable wit.

it makes me silently start 2 love u,

dunno when it starts.

make me feel selfish.

promise by promise,

plan by plan we’ve made.

hoping dat our promise n plans come true.

it make me dun wanna lose u..

but

what we do b4 is jz a plan.

nvr knw d real thing dat will happen.

really knw d obstacle is

but

still hoping dat we can handle it.

but when things bcome so hard 2 solve

1 thing I think of.

2 let u go

let u have better life out there

but

its not d way I want it 2 b in our rltnshp

i want it everlastg

not in d short period like this

u make me hepi 4 being loved by other people other than my family

u make me see there’s hope 4 me being loved wit sum1

u make me knw what love is.

but

we jz plan sumthing

n

Allah finalized what will happen.

i dun want u 2 being sad

I dun want u 2 feel dat hurt

if I can take ure hurt,

I’ll do it..

I wanna make u hepi

suppose I don’t accept u in d 1^st place so u wont get hurt this much

i’m sorry

I’d break our promise.

I ruin d plan we’ve made

its all my fault.

n now I got my pay back.

When I let u go

sum piece of my heart had gone

dunno where.

mayb it goes 2gether wit u.

when u said we’ll be a bespren

I knw it hard 4 me bcoz I started 2 love u

but

4 ure sake

I’ll try..

try 2 love u s a fren not a lover

till dis second,

I cant manage it

bcoz 1 side of my heart told me dat

I still luv u eventhough its hopeless 4 us 2 b 2gther..

im sorry making ure 1^st love being like this..

There’s so many things I wanna do 4 u..

Being a good listener at least..

But I think it wont happen..
u had kick me out of ure life..

jz 1 thing only i can do while we still 2gether..
gving ure bros a pendrive..
in d name of u..

first n last..
dun want 2 distance ourself
but its seems 2 hv 2..
n u wanna do it..
meaning u dun want me in ure life anymore..

so
i should kept silent..

nyway..
tq 4 d moment dat u left 4 me..
sori
4 done things dat hurt u..
4 let u go..
4 loving u..

fighting!!!!

mmg ssh ntk lupakn sumthing y kt dh start syg kn??
but i have 2..
2 continue my life..
it's nothing 2 do wit me anymore..
jz fren..

my stupid thing 2 let him go..
n my stupid thing 2 let him come in..
i deserve what i've done..
e2lah nikmatnya klu dh xblandaskn hukum Allah..

smga ak blh lupakan sume 2..
n taubat..
n my life would get better..
without a guy..
jz my family n relatives n fren..
its jz nice like dat..
im hepi b4 being like dat..

so must continue on dat way..
klu sakit pown senyap jer..
xyah gtau kat sp2..
control emotion..

in this phase
a guy had nothing 2 do wit me..
d messy thing..
i can live alone..
fighting!!!!
may Allah bless me..

kebodohan terserlah..

end like this..
dh xder paper dh..
xmau pkir dh..
srabut2..
keje mlambak duk 2ggu dcyapkn..
xmau pkir dh..
get rid of this memory..
kenangan y plg indah..
smga Allah menghilangkn memori ak nie..
huakakakakakakka..
case closed..

tq 4 all things dat u do..
tq 4 d sweet memory ever dat u gv..

alamak..

hurm..
aper ak rs?
aper ak nk?
aper ak pikir?
aper?
aper?
aper?

hurm..
ak pown xtau..
aper ak rs sbnrnya?
aper ak nk sbnrnya?
aper ak pikir skang nie sbnar?

tang rs n nk 2 sbnrnya ak xpasti..
tp y ak pkir skang nie of course sal blaja..
sal keje y menimbun

tp..
aper y ak rs time duk snyp2 sorg?
ms ngah layan prasaan sdiri??

ak rs cam nk blk pd ms lps..
wanna do anything dat i do in past..hurm..
kengkdg ader cam prasaan regret lam diri ak..
bout past..
xtau lar..

knaper ak still pkir sal 2 erk?
knaper ak aser menyesal?
knaper ak aser cam nk pegi blk?
knaper erk?

ak ingt ak xkn paper lps peristiwa 2..
tp rupanya lg worst kowt..
still thinkg..
still miss..
knaper erk?

bl duk sorg2 ak jd miss so much..
tp asernyer ak xley gtau kowt..
n bcoz of dat..
ak sakit sgt..
hurm..

why erk?
why im being like this after all this thing?
hurm..
ak pown xphm..

ak nk distance ourselves..
tp
ak y akn rs skt..
xtau naper..
y petim ak akn rs skt lar..
skt y amat..
hua3..
jiwang siot..hu3..

kdg2 ak pnat ngn prasaan ak..
knaper slalu skt?
knaper perlu skt?
why, why, why n why??

keep on asking why?
but
still dun hv d ans..

hurm...

nasib badan...

away away from me rite now..
hurm..nsb bdn..
slalu xelok..
biar lar..
dier y nk cam 2..
biar lar..
asalkn dier bahagia n blh lupakan ak..
hua3..
nasib lar wei..
cam menangisi nasib nmpk..hu3..
xderk lar..
cm nk gtau sal nasib ak..
bl lar blh tau y 2 erk?
pnat dh kowt..
org lain ok jer..
knaper ak lain?


smalam..
ak citer sal diriku y mlg ini kat housemate..
huakakakakakka..
pas2 last skali dier ckp..
cyannyer..
cedey nyer..

hurm..
cyan ker??
cyan jgk..

cedey ker?
cedey gak..

hurm..
org dgr pown blh ckp cam2..
ak y alami xtau lar camner..
truk kowt..
berperang ngn prasaan..
hua3..
tp thn jer lar..
dh nasib bdn..hu3..

tp dier tnya..
how u suppose gone all this thing without evrybody in this house never notice ure downhearted??
24/7 kowt duk skali..
lam lec..
kat umh
tdo pown skali..
diorg xderk prasan paper pown..
hurm..
ak pown xtau..
xkn ak nk meratapi kowt..
dier pown xkan mai kat ak blk pown..
dh hilang..
gone..

hurm..
bl dgr 2 sumer, rs bangga pown ader..
rupanya ak nie tabah org nyer..
ingtkn weak sgt teramat..
hu3..
ketabahan dlm kelemahan..
wah3..
berpujangga plak..
hikikikikiki..


whatever it is, life must go on..
bak kata sir shidi..hi3..
come hell or high water..hui3..
bak kata hlovate..hi3..

yeay..

yeay..
internet dh dpt kat umh..
bli broadband td n trus dpt..hui3..
i like..hik3..
blh lar wat keje pasni..sng cket..
mnx2 dpt wat keje ngn leklok..hui3..

public speaking.C++..
2nggu erk..
sy akn cari kamu sebaik mungkin..hui3..

kepenatan melanda..

penat dgn segalanya..
penat ngn belajar..
tuto menimbun..xpenah nk abes..
assignment plak smakin membanyak..
DE,vector calculus,modern algebra,linear programming,C++..
sume lar..haiya..
sshnyer sem nie..
camner nk score nie??

kehidupan..
tired of it too..
mcm2 criter happen..aiyaa...

haish..

things happen like this..i cant do anything unless redha..
i've done my best..
sorry 4 those who i hurt most..