mathematician or statistician????

dapat tawaran sambung master
seems ak akn smbg master
tp xtau nk smbg katne

dlm dilema antara umt or usm

umt:
research
tajuk dh ader
data dh ader
programmg dh ader
akn jd statistician
research

usm:
impian ak nk msk usm drpd matrik lagi
akn jd mathematician
kakak ak kat sn
mixed mode

lepas mengharungi 3taun brada dalam mathematik.
ak rs ak nk jd mathematician
ak nk jd  nk jd cm dr.gobi..
sbb ak minat subjek dier..
differential equation ak dpt rendah
tp ak rs ak blh bt

instinct ak kearah mathematician dh...
ntah lar cmner...

mak suh pegi usm
lctrr mntk smbg under dier...
dier dh bg sumer bnda...

ak dlm dilema ntk pegi usm ikut kara mak ak ckp
or
bt research n under dr y sm ms ak fyp..lbh kurang xsampai hati nk reject twrn dr..n effort dr y bg sumer bnda kat ak...

cmner???

ak graduan sarjana muda sains (matematik komputasi)

ak dh dapat result final sem ak..
ngee..
bahagia..
subjek y ak nk nangis lps kuar dewan DSM 2..pass
nasib baik xfail..
ak dh tergugat dh lps kuar dewan 2..ngee..
alhamdulillah...
fyp plak..
insyaallah lulus...sbb student paling disayangi nie wei..ha3..
wlpn ader kesilapan key in gred fyp ak...
tp dh disettlekn sgn bantuan dr...hu3...
alhamdulillah..
dengan ini..ak menjadi graduan universiti malaysia terengganu bagi kursus sarjana muda sains (matematik komputasi)
hi3...

2 jea nk ckp...ngeh3...

n skang nie ngh training ntk keje cket2...
n keje kat umah
training kat kl..ngeh3..
terpaksa lar..sbb bos duk cni..hua3...

: : xsbr nk balik..sbb ak xley duk umh org lm2..hua3...

k. will - love is crying

한 걸음만 빨랐다면 한 걸음만 늦었더라면
han goreumman ppallatdamyon han goreumman neujotdoramyon
그때 우리 아픈 인연 비켜 갈 수 있었는데
geutte uri apeun inyon bikyo galsu issonneunde
밀어내도 소용없다 이젠 너를 못 보낸다
mironedo soyong opta ijen noreul mot bonenda
울고 싶어도 내 품에서 울어 너 없인 내가 죽는다
ulgo sipodo ne pumeso uro no obsin nega jungneunda

가슴이 운다 가슴이 소리친다 한 사람을 사랑하고 싶어서
gaseumi unda gaseumi sorichinda han sarameul saranghago siposo
널 울게 했고 아프게 했던 내가 이젠 너를 못 잊어서 운다
norulge hetgo apeuge hetdon nega ijen noreul monijoso unda
내 사랑이 운다
ne sarangi unda

세상이 다 등을 돌려도 나의 곁에 머문 사람
sesangi da deungeul dollyodo naye gyote momun saram
나 준 거라곤 상처뿐이라서 너를 잡을 자격도 없는데
na jun goragon sangcho ppuniraso noreul jabeul jagyokdo omneunde

가슴이 운다 가슴이 소리친다 한 사람을 사랑하고 싶어서
gaseumi unda gaseumi sorichinda han sarameul saranghago siposo
널 울게 했고 아프게 했던 내가 이젠 너를 못 잊어서 운다
norulge hetgo apeuge hetdon nega ijen noreul monijoso unda

거짓말도 할 줄 몰라서 환하게 넌 웃음 지어도 내게 들킨다
gojitmaldo hal jul mollaso hwanhage non useum jiodo nege deulkinda
슬픈 너의 눈빛을
seulpeun noye nunbicheul

사랑이 운다 사랑이 널 부른다 한 순간도 보낼 수가 없어서
sarangi unda sarangi nol bureunda han sun-gando bonel suga obsoso
너의 미소가 내겐 숨이니까 오직 너만이 날 살게 하니까
noye misoga negen suminikka ojing-nomani nal salge hanikka
내 가슴이 운다
ne gaseumi unda



Love is Crying (사랑이 운다) Lyric English Translation


If we’re one step faster, if we’re one step later
Then we’re able to avoid our painful fate
It is useless trying to push me away, now I will not send you away
If you want to cry, then cry in my arms, because without you, I’ll die
My heart is crying, my heart is yelling, because of waiting to love one person
Made you cry, let you hurt, I’m crying now because I can’t forget you
My love is crying
Even if the whole world turns away from me, the person who will stay next to me
Because I have only given you hurt, I don’t even qualify to grab you
My heart is crying, my heart is yelling, because of waiting to love one person
Made you cry, let you hurt, I’m crying now because I can’t forget you
My love is crying
You don’t know how to tell lies, even if you show a bright smile, I notice
The sadness in your gaze
My love is crying, my love is yelling for you, I cannot send you away even one moment
Your smile is my breath, I can only live because of you
My heart is crying