dowh..

org lain dh balik sume.sumer u dh stat cuti.u ak jer y xcuti lg.ak plak br nk p amik paper.haiyaa..
2 3mggu duk umh nie membuatkan diriku rasa seperti xmau balik UMT.aser cam sedey pown ader..huk3..xmau balik..tp blk ntk 2mggu shj..tp jadualnya pack.sbb gap ntk peksa cket jer n ak plak xabis stdy lg..kna pulun gak ah nie balik satg..toing3..pnat dowh..hurm..ak dh blh byg dh life ak camner kat u nnt..isyk3..
anyway..fighting..u can do it..chaiyok3..

bicara sahabat baik

hati ini sakit lagi.

diri::wahai hati, knaper nie?

hati::ak xtau knaper tp y pasti ak sakit.sakit ngn kata2 org.

diri::knaper ko slalu jer sakit nie?

hati::tah.ak pown dh penat nk sakit..so better hold on..ak xmau sakit lg.ak dh penat.ingatan,blh x ko tolong lupakan dier buat sementara waktu?

ingatan::ak xtau kt blh x.y past ko akn rs sakit lg klu try melupakn dier.ko nk try jgk ker?

hati::try lar.sbb ak tau xderk saper nk jaga ak dh.so ak kna jaga diri sendiri.walaupun sakit.sumer hati ak nk jaga tp hati ak xderk sp y nk jaga.hurm..nasib lar ko hati...

ingatan&diri::sabar jer lar hati..andai itu takdirnya..

alhamdulillah..

malam y sgt sepi.jz bising ngn lagu2 lam winamp laptop kesayanganku.ngan nasyid2 tempatan.unic, inteam, mestica y menjadi pilihanku ntk dimuatkn lam winamp ntk didengari selalu.maher zain tidak ketinggaln.fares pown ader.lagu2 mlayu y bes pown ader.tp dlm penginsafan itu terselit gak lagu kate perry, mariah carey, christina aguilera, celine dion, mcr, n bnyk lg lar lagu2 bi y menyesakkn.tp itulah jiwaku kengkadang.xdpt dinafikn.

dalam jiwa y senak dan hati y bengang dgn idea y xkuar ntk karang speech, stat lar tangan nie gatal bukak tenet.alasannya nk cari maklumat.tup tup chat ngn kakak.masuk facebook.
meneliti setiap kengkawan y dh lama xdgr kabar, lost kontek n sumer lar.dgn hanya ingin mengetahui perkembangan dr jauh, tersingkap suatu kenangan or blh dikatakn sbg salah satu sejarah hidupku y lps.y mungkin pahit.or mungkin ader manisnya jgk tp mungkin manisnya ditutupi ngn kepahitan mendatang.tp disebabkn kenagan tersebut, ak blajar segala2nya.blajar erti kesakitan.erti penungguan suatu penyeksaan.stat blajar erti xpercaya pd laki.

sumer sibling dier jd fren pd kengkwn ak..setiap y penah knl ngn sibling dier akn jd fren.biaser lar bdk baik.ho3..sumer family dier terer.overc graduated sumer.wlpn ader y bkn oberc pnyer,tp uni y gempak2.from there,ak tau ader hikmah disebalik aper y terjadi.every clouds hv silver linig..ak xlayak ntk dier.sebesar zarah skalipun mmg langsung xlayak.ak sedar diri.
kenangan lalu suatu kesilapan y amat menimbulkan kesan y mendlm pd diriku.ak bahagia ngn hidup ak skarang.alhamdulillah.patah tumbuh hilang berganti.kn?ak percaya ngn sumer 2.mayb sudah ader penggantinya.jz bg peluang..walau aper pown,kite tetap kwn..selamanya..jz sayangi org y menyayangi kiter.n hargai org sekeliling.hua3..

camat ari raya aidiladha

hurm..
nothing special..
pagi p smayang sunat raya then balik umh n duk umh jer..hu3..
xbrapa best raya kali nie..
1st time korban tghhari..slalunya pagi,lps smayang raya..
n nightmare happen again..ingtkn nk elak raya nie.tp dier muncul dpn ak lar plak.huh..
s raya aidiladha y lps..same person..huh..tp xsepedas y dulu.tp tetap ak rs nk lempang jer mulut dier 2.nk simbah ngn air panas skali.mcm bgs sgt..haih..sabor jer lar bak kata dr.safiih..hurm..
tp xper lar.mmg nasib ak slalu cam2..hua3..cedey gak..aser cam nk mletup jer.tp sbr dayah sbr..
klu buat aper y ko nk bt 2 nmpk sgt ko xeducated..hahahahhahaha..nsb baik kesabaran masih tebal lg..n respect pd org tua y ader kat dpn 2 ader lg.tp pd dier dh xderk.huh..
eh jap..respect ker??xder lar..jz wanna b polite lar.lbh tepat lg.xmau dicop kuang ajor plak satg..

n tghhari smpi ptg pnat..tp nothig sweet happen..y sweet biler smpi umh.n doing my routine..hi3..b in my house..heaven..
pokoknya raya nie xrasa cam raya jer..ho3..
kakak xderk..haikal pown xbalik..ak xderk teman nk gaduh..jz k.ipar ak y sorg lg 2..nsb baik ader dier..geng ah..wat hal ngn escape dr tmpt korban 2.tp kitorg baik..hua3..

n feeling like gloomy..wink3..

rapuh

mengapa perlu ader air mata lam soal ini??
knaper ngn mudah jer kuar?
tanpa disengajakan?
knaper, knaper dan knaper?
ak xmnx jd camnie.tp ak xley halang ntk jd cmni..
terlalu rapuh.

soul less

diri ini xtau aper y dirasakan.moodless.
rs mcm.....
xtau aper y dirasa.
raya dh nk dekat.exam pn dh nk dkt..
tp xrasa cam nk raya..dh bnyk kali tnya mom if i dun go kat tmpt korban 2 camner?umh pak sdara.sume spupu spapat kumpul ai2..ma cam bg grinlite tp ak lar plak y rs xsdp.tp klu ak p pown xderk bnda gak ak blh buat.memerhatikn org sekeliling.mcm tunggul.mcm patung.mcm xberguna sgt ak nie..haih..
rs cam xderk soul lar..
rs diri sangat teramat xberguna...
skang nie cam snang jer mutiara y xberhargai gamaknya jatuh dari pemastautinannya..
takut untuk menyayangi n takut ntk disayangi..
klu blh nak jaga sume ati y dkt ngn ak,tp saper nk jaga ati ak?saper y sudi?

adik..

kepenatan melanda bila study week kat umh..
bukan sbb study bnyk sgt..sbb study xbnyk 2 lar y menjadikn diriku ini penat..
penat mengeluh..ahahahahaha

dugaan bnyk wo..
wlpn ak xderk adik y nmpk..tp ak ader adik angkat y rmi y memang sgt rapat dgn diriku..hua3..
tv,internet,laptop,mknn,katil,bantal busuk y mmg ak syg..
2 sumer adlh adik angkatku y mengacau..
tp ak xley nk tepis..klu manusia blh gak ak jerkah klu dier mengacau..tp bnda nie xley nk jerkah..blh jerkah by switch off.tp ak sggp..
dgn laptop y ader lagu maher zain lagi..membuatkn ak ingin sekali membuka laptop ntk dgr lagunya...ahahahaha
slhkn org lain plak..diri sdiri y slh..isyk3..

Dialogue between a Flower and a Pearl

A brilliantly beautiful and fragrant flower with attractive colours met a pearl that lives far in the bottom of the sea.

One day, a brilliantly beautiful and fragrant flower with attractive colors met a pearl that lives far in the bottom of the sea and has none of these characteristics. Both got acquainted with each other.

The flower said: “Our family is large; roses and daisies are members of the family. And there are many other species that are various and countless, each has a distinctive scent, appearance etc.”

Suddenly, a tinge of distress appeared on the flower. “Nothing accounts for sorrow in your talk; so why are depressed?” The pearl asked.

“Human beings deal with us carelessly; they slight us. They don’t grow us for our sake but to get pleasure from our fragrance and beautiful appearance. They throw us on the street or in the garbage can after we are dispossessed of the most valuable properties; brilliance and fragrance”

The flower sighed. And then the flower said to the pearl: “Speak to me about your life! How do you live? How do you feel it? You are buried in the bottom of the sea.”

The pearl answered: “Although I have none of your distinctive colors and sweet scents, humans think I am precious. They do the impossible to procure me. They go on long journeys, dive deep in the seas searching for me. You might be astounded to know that the further I lay, the more beautiful and brilliant I become.

That’s what upraises my value in their thought. I live in a thick shell isolated in the dark seas. However, I’m happy and proud to be in a safe zone far from wanton and mischievous hands and still the humans consider me highly valuable”

Do you know what the flower and the pearl symbolize?

Think Think
You will find that:
The flower is the unveiled woman (who shows her charms) and the pearl is the veiled woman (who conceals her beauties)

Marriage can make you a poet

This is the best and most civil way to have a fight between husband and wife instead of resorting to physical force...
Poems written by WIFE and HUSBAND.


WIFE:
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.

HUSBAND:
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi.
He saw me in the dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

WIFE:
Twinkle twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

HUSBAND:
The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
Why doesn't it rain on you?

WIFE:
Roses are red; Violets are blue
Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but outside, laughing at you

Ustaz Kazim Elias - Apa itu Cinta

stdy week..

time ak 2lis nie, ngah 2nggu abah n ma smpi dr Qlate to Tganu ntk amik ak..yuhuuu..

2ari nie br rs cam blh bernafas..2 pown sbb stdy week..
tp still ader assgnmt y plu dihantar lps final modern algebra ntk mencukupkn carrymarkny y 60% 2..hui3..asggnmt 2 ntk 10% kowt..ho3..
tp memandangkn ak dh lm xblk n dh meroyan hampir bnyk week gak kat bumi UMT nie..
so ak nk blk lar jap..
tp everything happen tnpa ak pinta..
dh bnyk hari..mengalami gangguan y xpnh ak rs sblm nie..
menjejak umo 20 br ak rs sume 2..dkt ngn peksa..xtau lar dier menggiler time stdy week..
so alang2 ak blk,try2 lar tnya ma blh x stdy week kat umh..ma ckp terpulang..kna sacrifice bnyk ah klu balik stdy week kat umh..tp memandangkn ak kna bnda2 cam2..ak y brani ntra adik bradik pompuan nie pown dh jd pnakut nk duk sorg2..tkt effect stdy ak..
tkt ak xley nk fokus sbb takut..
sumtimes pkir sal aper y jd,ak tkt nk tdo..tkt jd lg skali..hu3..
mnx2 jadik lar stdy kat umh..
tp ma dh ckp..klu aser2 xley nk stdy kat umh 2,mai lar awl UMT..
klu dh mmg xley stdy 2,mmg ak redah jer balik Tganu blk..ho3..final uu..xley main2..
40%..dh lar carrymark kantoi..kna score kat final ntk maintain 3.sumthing..ak xaim 4flat or dean lists..3.sumthing pown dh cukup lar..sbb ak tau sem nie mmg teramat sgt tough 4 me..subject dier mmg xblaja sblm nie..klu sem2 lps blh katakn dh ader basic cket2 ms sklh mnengah n matrix dl..tp sem nie mmg xderk lgsg basic..pas2 ngn gaya otainyer ak p klas..haiyaa..
eh xley..kna pulun gak final nie..by hook or by crook..hu3..aminnn..